Перевод - Турецкий-Английский - Yazdıklarını anlamaya çalışıyorum.

I'm trying to understand what you wrote. Sometimes I can't be in my room. Perhaps I'm in a meeting or praying. Please, don't react quickly and misunderstand about me. Please try to understand me, the things you say surprise me. But it's not that I don't trust you, if our positions were different, this situation could sound strange to you, as well. I have difficulty in making sentences in English and might use a wrong word. So glad you exist and so glad you gave me the chance to get to know you. The girl with the beautiful voice that I was watching on YouTube is my sweetheart.