अनुबाद - अंग्रेजी-यहुदी - I hate myself and I want to die!

I'm thinking of making a tattoo. Please see if it's possible to translate this. Thank you very much.

in hebrew there's a difference between male saying this sentence and female saying it. i translated to both genders, with a slash sign to separate between the differances. for more information you can always send a message.